Tour Diary Blog two
Episode Four
Stargazing with wild horses.. we say goodbye to the farm.. on the road to Taos and attacked by a rattlesnake!
As promised on the night before we were going to leave the farm Tom took us out to star watch. This meant him loading up the back of the truck with every soft piece of bedding and blankets and pillows in the house and then call us to come out for the adventure. We drove way out to the back of the land to a clearing, which they have specifically made their own for stargazing. It seemed strange going out at night and driving through fields. Once we had parked up we switched off the engine and just waited to experience the stillness and the amazingly clear night sky. The Milky way was so prominent and clear and the silence was staggering.. that is until the herd of buffalo, no sorry, deer surrounded us and rustled the trees. Tom shone his flashlight into the trees to see if we could see them, but we could only hear them and I found that very strange as we were talking and I wouldn’t have thought Deer bold enough to still move forwards towards us… Tantalizingly we continued to hear them but there was no sight of them. The next morning we discovered that the land abutting Tom and Candace’s had a fence down and their horses had got onto Tom’s land and so it was a number of horses we could hear and that was the reason they were not afraid of us. We saw shooting stars and just took in the sublime ambiance of a clear night sky., impossible to find if you are a city dweller. Even under all the blankets, which made it so sumptuous, after a while we started to get cold so we headed on back to the house., to get packed up for the next stage of the journey, a two day drive to Taos New Mexico for Steve to do his talks.
The animals were all taken to their relevant carers which is a days work in itself getting them all delivered and I am sure they all knew we were going as Elvis and Steve had to have more than one goodbye and Rio laid his head on Steve’s shoulder as if to say.. “I’m sorry to see you go, strange shaven headed one, as you bring me good spare vittles” The girls, Mama and Luna Belle said a quick hello/goodbye, but they only have eyes for one woman and that is Candace. However, Cowboy and Finn seemed sad to see everyone go and with their innate animal intuition they knew that the suitcase packing and clearing up of the premises meant some people were going on a holiday and it wouldn’t be them.
I took my farewell of the beautiful and magical circle. Every day when I was at the sink doing my share of the chores – washing up being one I was really good at, I could look up and look straight out to the the circle and so every single time, I would tune into it and send it my energy. It is glorious to look up from mundane chores and look straight out to a magical circle/portal on your own property. There is such a huge potential for healing from this little space on the Atira Moon farm and I look forward to seeing what is best made of it in the future. Although I went out one day on my own to see what energies I could “pick up” from the circle and heard a quieter version of the unusual sound we all heard on our special full moon night, so far it had not returned in the startling way it did when we were all gathered there. We have all speculated on what it could have been and maybe none of the explanations are the correct one. Maybe it was just the energy of 13 psychic/intuitive people gathered at full moon which might have created an energy of sound.
However, we have since talked to a land-dowser here at Taos and he states categorically that this particular sound is heard when a ‘wormhole’ is opened up over a portal, it has been documented before!! Wow!! Start booking tickets for the next Atira Moon Startrips to the Moon and beyond!
Steve and I drove away feeling very sad in our hearts to leave the farm and all the wonderful critters behind, it has been a truly magical 2 weeks with the most sublime company. Steve left his work boots behind in the hopes that one day we might be asked back. Elvis was last seen walking around with them on and doing his famous hip wiggle and singing 'Return to sender.. address unknown...' Just kidding…
A long journey awaited us to Taos so we were going to take a break overnight so as to not be too tired. We also took a mid-day break in Dodge City.. I kid you not, there is a real Dodge City and I have stood in Boot Hill amongst the graves of the outlaws and lawmen and the one woman buried there. As always things are never exactly what you expect and so we found it to be a small town and quickly driven through but we made a stop on Wyatt Earp drive at the towns museum and it was brilliant. Instead of being in a big building there was a row of old town shops and saloons, which were just a façade with the museum being inside that façade in one long strip. So you just walked through one door of one ‘shop’ into the next. In the grounds was a real stagecoach and also an old outside loo – (Two bottom holes cut into a wood shelf) – which had once served the tiny church. I tell you what, they had really small bottoms in those days.. The jail was also the size of a Restroom and I couldn’t see how the outlaw could actually lay down. There were only two tiny rooms in it, and considering Dodge was reputed to be so lawless it must have been extremely cosy in there with more than one person incarcerated!
The museum was full of amazing artifacts and just plain facts and I suppose I usually recount those facts, which really stick, in my mind. Boot Hill used to look over the plains below, it’s not at all high really, but just the highest point in Dodge. During the time of Wyatt Earp and Doc Halliday, the entire plains below were filled with Buffalo, deer, horses, cattle, I suppose, every kind of four legged animal, raccoons, possums, skunks, squirrels, and so many kinds of birds it was staggering. Along came the hunters and the entire plains were wiped clean of all critters. Millions and Millions of buffalo were just slaughtered. Often for their skins with some of the meat just left to rot, but sometimes just for sport to see how many could be killed in one outing. I would have to say that with a repeater rifle the odds were stacked against the Buffalo albeit that they are SO HUGE! Standing next to the cabinet with the Buffalo exhibit I just couldn’t imagine what it must have been like for the Native American Indians to pitch themselves up against these hordes of stampeding mammoths, armed with only a bow and arrow or a spear – bareback riding their horses and not holding on. Obtaining your food source in this way is now inconceivable to our modern way of life, The thought of the queues at the local supermarket seemed must less stressful to me now and to think how we are so picky about where our strawberries or beans might have come from! Buffalo meat provided everything with no choice. I found the exhibit room with all the Native American information, as always, so incredibly sad. I think for a first time I could really get a sense of how confused and perplexed the indigenous people must have been by the mentality of the white man, who came and just slaughtered and killed without any respect of any kind for the animals or especially the land. It was so easy in a way, to take the lands, which the Indians lived on for centuries because they could not comprehend how a man could believe he could OWN land. And of course they are right, no-one can own land we can only try to take care of it as best we can so that we can enjoy the fruits of that land. Candace and Toms vision for their farm is that they want to protect it and keep it safe and unpolluted and as pristine as a Kansas farm could ever be. The man who came to collect and round up his escaped horses asked if Tom and Candace allowed hunting on their land or if they killed the coyotes and/or if they would renew the barbed wire fencing which had been knocked down and to all those questions they replied very simply “No”. None of those things are in keeping with honouring the ground they intend to live off. They also add to that, their determination to grow and feed their animals only with organic products and to ensure that a genetically modified seed doesn’t come anywhere near their fences.. The strongest thing they feel is a determination to never ever use any pesticides or fertilisers. Already this year the land has repaid such care by giving them a yield of hay which was 3 times the size of the neighbours with half the size of land.. Proof indeed that like the Native Americans if you respect your environment it will return that energy to you and take care of your needs in the process. So I was very sad to see how the Native Americans were forced off the land and moved into smaller and smaller areas until many died out through illness and starvation and also succumbing to alcohol, which their bodies cannot handle.
We went into a properly decked out saloon complete with saloon doors to push through to get in and you could really feel the energy of how the cowboys would come in and get their shot of whisky, which would be spun down the bar. Our actual bar keeper could also play the old piano and so whilst we had our drinks he gave us a tune, which was so lovely. We were the only people there but I would imagine in the summer that Dodge City would get really busy. We also got to climb up into the engine room of an old steam train and what a revelation that was. Firstly the train was huge and the stream apparatus looked so complicated. Coupled with how incredibly hot and smoky it must have been the whole engine was in front of the driver and the only place he could see ahead was by sitting on an outside chair and leaning well out and away from the train in order to peer ahead. I couldn’t work out what happened when he came up to a bend, he definitely could not see. Candace got very excited being in the drivers seat and kept making train noises. So in the shop we bought her a train whistle and got a Sherriffs badge for Tom.
We got out of Dodge after a bite to eat. Tom warned us that the vittles could be pretty difficult to obtain as we had been used to 2 weeks of sublime cooking with only pure organic produce. Steve got to choose and as he made such a naff choice we all got to berate him soundly, but I got a Restroom story.
Steve had chosen a dreadful ‘Sports bar’ which ostensibly means that you cannot hear yourself think or especially talk as these massive TV’s are all over the place, I counted 6 in the one room, blaring out at 2 p.m. in the afternoon. Once we had eaten, I popped into the ladies before we set off again. To my appalled surprise.. to make sure I did not miss a single minute of whatever sport was being shown in the bar.. it was being relayed incredibly loudly through speakers in the loo.
Pleeeeassseee!! Give me a tiny break from the cacophony which is the American sports scene. Watching the football or baseball game at home with Tom who patiently explained all the nuances of the game to us div brains… was something very pleasant, but having it assault your senses when you are trying to eat or do a tinkle is something else entirely.
We moved on with our journey heading towards a wonderful B & B which Tom had sourced which had every room with a different theme and it was exqusite as usual. (The man can do no wrong in my eyes!)
But the journey has to be noted for the fact that on the way we were just passing mile after mile of flat plain vista which in itself has it own quiet beauty, but then what’s that.. A lone camel!! I am not joking and why it was there we will never know, then a herd of antelope.. O.k. they are kept for meat but also apparently for sport.. (Shame).. then a lone coyote and signs of, but no actual sightings of our favourite friend.. "Alan.. Alan.. Alan.. no Steve".. the gopher.
But suddenly Tom did a wheelie 3 point turn in the road avoiding all the heavy traffic of the cars coming at us over 3 miles away in the distance!. I thought Candace had said to him “It’s a Rat” and knowing how much she loves Rats I thought it must have been struck by a car and we would be having it in the back with us giving it healing to get it back up and running again… So we turned around and came back round again to have Tom place my car door alongside a Rattlesnake.
Wow, it was beautiful but I was very distressed to see that is was in the middle of the road. I wanted to get out and move it off the road; much to Tom’s dismay and he told me firmly to stay in the car. On our last stopover we had popped into a fascinating old post office and Candace had bought a harness for her horse. So with my improvisational skills which are legendary, I asked if surely two of us got out and used the rope on the harness we could move it quickly out of harms way. Tom again emphatically said No and that I was not to get out of the car and not to wind my window down too far to film it. As he said this the rattlesnake took a couple of strikes at the wheels. It moved so quick that I could see that trying to help it would have only made it think we meant it harm and it would in fact then attack us. Sadly we had to drive away and I was pretty upset to think it might soon be run over, especially as Tom said people would deliberately try to run it over. (WHY!!!?)..
Tom explained carefully to me, like the recalcitrant child I had become, that it was not up to us to interfere in the Karmic choice made by the rattlesnake as to how it might be choosing its demise, especially if it had ideas about being able to come back as a Boa Constrictor! I was a tiny bit placated but not much. We all envisaged that immediately we drove away it turned and got off the road back into the grass, it could become a Boa Constrictor another day.
So we finally arrived in Taos yesterday in the sunshine then it started to pour with rain, very heavily all night, that continued today and then tonight as we had our meal in this exquisite old church whose restroom I just have to write about, it began a blizzard of snow!! Wow. We started this journey in snow in NYC in March and here it is again, however in Austin today it is 90 degrees. What incredible contrasts this wonderful country offers at every single turn..
We are having a wonderful time and I attended two brilliant presentations today with an Exorcist and a Native American Seer and protector of ancient wisdoms.. Steve is on the radio tomorrow and talks at mid-day about his ET experiences and then gives his presentation on the new DNA stuff on Saturday. Taos is just like Eureka Springs... So incredibly artistic and Mexican... lovely... so lots to write about tomorrow. At the moment I am looking up at my wonderful skylight out to the stars in this fantastic little suite we have been booked into and it is totally covered in snow. No stars for me tonight…
much love
Annie
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